No way back for Steven and I

With our lives still being intruded by a hacker who had infiltrated all our devises we were relatively cut off from the outside world. We changed our internet, got new phones but it was useless and within no time at all, the intruder was back in our lives, controlling access to everything digital.
Steven became more and more paranoid under the strain and would search the house for bugs and smashed up the alarm system which constantly was going off warning of an intruder. Also strange things started to happen in the villa such as doors being open when we were sure they were locked. Items being moved and found in odd places. The toilets started being blocked, the car wouldn't start, some things just appeared to have broken without warning.
We were not sure if it was coincidental or not but due to our constant stress of the hacker, who had even sent us video of our bedroom which implied we were being watched, we felt certain that these things were not coincidental and that someone was entering our home.
When we managed to contact anyone in the uk and spoke to them about what was happening, it was met with disbelief.
In the end my family thought I was mentally ill and Steven's family thought I was behind it as a way of punishing him for his infidelities.
The wedge between us grew bigger and bigger.
I couldnt forgive him and just carry on after the revelations of his infidelities and was depressed and had lost the will to do anything but stay in bed and cry.
Steven and I were at each others throats so we decided it would be a good idea for him to move into the apartment for a while to give us some space.
Due to the fear of not knowing whether the internet hacker was capable of harming us or if he was entering our home and watching us, we agreed that Georgi and Valeri would spend more time at the villa with me to ensure I was safe.
They were a god send and I felt safe to have them around.
Valeri was there more than Georgi and I felt sure he had developed a crush on me as he would say he had not ever felt so comfortable with anyone and I was the first person he had met that got him.
I did not feel any special bond between us in a romantic way and although we did get on I had many friendships with men that were just the same and did tell him that as well as letting him know that I thought he would meet many more people he connected with if he were to venture outside of the small town of Bulgaria..
There were times I had hoped he was not there and I was alone but if I suggested that he would say he did not want to leave me alone in the home and would stay even when I went to bed which sometimes I did just to have some space.
I had started to suspect that Valeri could be the hacker as he would say things that had been similar in opinion and the style of the hacker but to be fair, at that time I was looking at everyone as a possible suspect. There was nothing concrete in what he said but it would set off warning bells within me.

One day Steven came in the morning and Valeri was there.
I felt Steven and I needed to talk but when I said to Valeri that Steven and I wanted to talk in private, he did not get the hint and even when I asked him to leave so we could have some privacy, he was reluctant and I had to ask  him to leave quite forcibly  in the end before he eventually left..
I told Steven of my suspicions about Valeri being the possible hacker but I had nothing tangible in which to sustain my suspicions.
Sadly by this time Steven was starting to believe his mothers poison that I was behind it all so was not interested in the reasons for me suspecting that it may be Valeri.

That day ended in another huge argument between Steven and I and him leaving on bad terms after things had got out of hand and we had fought physically.

That was the last time I would see him as the next day unbeknown to me, he left Bulgaria and returned to the UK....


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I am an English lady who lived in Bulgaria for 18 months which sadly did not turn out as I had hoped. I was not new to Bulgaria'...